Power

I fantasize about reuniting the women from last year’s sapphic soiree to create a better-directed reprise, even though the fantasy feels unrealistic.

I increasingly find that I prefer AI-generated pornography over real-life encounters and traditional porn – it indulges my perverse fantasy of omnipotent control without the difficulties of human interaction.

I had intense and uneven sex with Saya after one of her parties, shaped by her exhaustion, my desire, and our ambiguous emotional entanglement.

Saya enjoys wielding her power over straight men, and we explored a fantasy in which two men physically fight for her affection.

A mid-afternoon encounter with Saya. Including fucking!

An appreciation for the thrill of being tossed around like a rag doll.

I like the power that comes from being idealized.

Wondering about why I don’t mind paying for porn, but I don’t want to pay YOU for porn….

Shelby screws me over. And wants to make it up to me. Maybe.

She actually came fifty times. For real.