Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.
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Tag: Massage
Touch
Psychic memory, and your hands on my body.
Read moreMy relationship to touch
There’s something about a woman’s touch for me. It need not be sexual (but it’s sure nice if it is).
Read moreThis is what NOT acting out sexually can look like
I find myself with some minutes to spare – a window between obligation A and obligation B. I have lots of work[…]
Read moreA lifetime ago
As I walked toward a coffee shop, I noticed a beautiful young woman – in her early 30s, I’d guess[…]
Read moreA craving
I used to pay for a lot of handjobs – massages with “happy endings.” The truth is, though, that I[…]
Read moreMassage
I’ve had more massages than most humans. This is probably true both of “massages” and of massages. The other day,[…]
Read moreOn the sensuality of head
You thought I was talking about oral sex? You have a dirty mind. No, I’m talking about my head. About[…]
Read moreOn certainty
Lately, I’ve been sitting myself in bars, as I’ve written, and seeing what happens. Usually (I’ve probably done it five[…]
Read morePaying for it, revisited
If I’m honest, in my moments of greatest pain, loneliness, rejection, perceived abandonment, what I want more than anything isn’t[…]
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