Marina finally sets a boundary, and I’m relieved.
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Meditation on more – a challenge in writing
It is a safe bet that if you are exciting me, turning me on, making my cock hard, you are not alone.
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Manic defenses
Does the word “mania” mean what you think it does? Here’s what it means to me.
Read moreA wise woman
I’m a hungry ghost, desperately seeking certain feelings, desperately seeking to escape other feelings.
Read moreSex addiction
Does sex addiction exist? Am I a sex addict? Was I a sex addict? Does it even matter what words I use to describe my experience?
Read moreActivating desire
Why is it that what turns me on at the moment is images of women’s thighs and cunts, videos of women masturbating, coming?
Read moreReality
A disastrous date, one that illustrates just how insane I am.
Read moreSometimes my dick isn’t hard
It’s true. Days go by without my cock stiffening. For some, this would just be a curious deviation from the[…]
Read moreTwo dimensions of peril
“You really are difficult,” Sofia wrote to me. She’s right, of course. We were talking about how I respond to[…]
Read moreThe hydraulics of rejection
I was rejected today. Not by a woman, but in a completely non-sexual, comprehensive, totalizing – and damning – way.[…]
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