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Dominance, submission, and safety

I use dominance and submission to achieve an elusive sense of safety.

I’m learning how to take care of myself when Marina leaves, and when she returns. Her presence is delicious; her absence can be torture.

Didja ever get a blank postcard?

Maybe Marina isn’t so brutal and sadistic after all…. Maybe I am the brutal, sadistic one.

An inauspicious start to my owning Marina’s cunt for 48 hours.

Same song, different day, AGAIN.

Same song, different day.

It is a safe bet that if you are exciting me, turning me on, making my cock hard, you are not alone.

A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.

I recently got some good news – a promise of something really good. The promise extended over a few weeks[…]