This is the story of my second first paid blowjob. It began with a massage, and she wanted my cock in her mouth…
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Category: My story
The tale of N., from the beginning
Blowjob in a dark room
In my early lap dance days, I frequented the VIP Club. It was, as I’ve written, “classier” than the Harmony[…]
Read moreThe stories I told myself, the lies I believed
You can’t read this without having read my backstory – how I came to be here, and where here is,[…]
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Too much of a good thing
Too much is never enough?
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My first “happy ending”
This post continues a series of posts I’ve been writing about my descent into depravity, my loss of control over[…]
Read moreDown the rabbit hole
I wrote some while back about my “origin myth.” I did it here, and here, and here. I’ve been writing[…]
Read moreBoundaries
How do you relate to boundaries? Do you stay far away from them? Run up to them and stop just[…]
Read moreHow I lost 40 pounds (hint: hot trainers)
I used to be fat, but then I stumbled on, with the help of my wife, just a little extra[…]
Read moreJealousy
I get jealous easily. I could waste a lot of breath judging myself, saying that “jealousy’s a useless emotion,” or[…]
Read moreMy origin myth–an alternate, and abbreviated, telling
Although we weren’t young when we married, it was as if we were. We loved each other truly, madly, deeply,[…]
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