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On loneliness, deadness, and connection
Read moreI used to check my answering machine ten times a day. It was never about being important.
Remembering i’m alive
Read moreEvery time a woman sends me a photo, my heart leaps – and I stop believing there’s something wrong with me.
Maxie’s summons
Read moreYou still owe me a blowjob. I’ve decided a summons suits me better than a collection notice.
Beauty at the gym
Read moreI can’t take my eyes off the tiny blonde at Crunch. Every line I could open with sounds creepy — so I say nothing.
Prelude to a long forgotten post about maxie
Read moreMaxie and I had an arrangement that was to end in a blowjob. Then she ghosted – and I’m less hurt than baffled.
In tune with my body: embodiment and wearable data
Read moreI wear a fitbit, but it doesn’t tell me anything I don’t already know – except when it’s wrong.
Mania or feeling alive: new relationship energy
Read moreI’m surfing new relationship energy again, and the disappointments are half the thrill.
Impotent power redux: conjuring fantasies for others
Read moreGangbangs don’t turn me on. But I’ve been conjuring one for Margot, and I want a very particular seat at it.
