Overwhelmed by AI, Drafts, and the End of the Blog Era
I’m producing more work than ever thanks to AI, but I’m overwhelmed by unfinished drafts, a sense of online obsolescence, and my own mortality.
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Off topic: enshittification
The AI universe is filled with enshittification.
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Encoding a Fantasy Through AI-Dream Symbolism
I’m using AI to turn an unshareable fantasy into a symbolic dream, drawing on Freud’s theories to preserve privacy and allow expression.
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Alive vs. dead
I’ve been investing in myself with more solitary, even solipsistic, forms of sex and sexuality. Maybe this is a little bit about my growing older… All I know is that there’s a distinct shift and ebbing.
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Fantasy of a Sapphic Soirée Reprise
I fantasize about reuniting the women from last year’s sapphic soiree to create a better-directed reprise, even though the fantasy feels unrealistic.
Read moreThe Tongue That Roared (and the Delusion of Being Everyone’s Best Ride)
I geneuinely believe I’m the best ever.
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Two gym rats, blonde and brunette
Two cute women, one for whom I long, one for whom I don’t.
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AI Porn and the Fantasy of Omnipotence
I increasingly find that I prefer AI-generated pornography over real-life encounters and traditional porn – it indulges my perverse fantasy of omnipotent control without the difficulties of human interaction.
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Trying to Write Again, After a Year of Upheaval
After a year of physical, familial, and domestic disruption, I’m reflecting on my relationship to sexuality, fantasy, aging, AI, and gender in search of renewed creative flow.
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