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Notes to self on a porn library
Read moreI’ve built a personal AI-curated porn library that’s teaching me something bigger: the internet is dying because websites now obstruct access to content rather than enable it. The future belongs to structured, disintermediated data delivery — and my porn library is a working prototype of that idea.
Flirting: a night out with judd
Read moreI went out with my old friend Judd — both of us in open marriages — to a lively cocktail bar with the half-joking aim of flirting. We met a group of women at the bar, including one particularly fun blonde, and I reflected on the rarity of having a true wingman and the ongoing question of whether Sydney will call.
Forbidden secret fantasies about margot
Read moreI’m exploring a layered erotic fantasy involving Margot — a woman I know who escorts — structured in three tiers: a private tryst with her directly, a scenario where she procures a companion who meets my specific preferences, and a third fantasy combining both where she participates alongside that companion.
Warning: less editing ahead on this blog
Read moreI’m announcing a shift in how I write for this blog — moving toward less polished, lightly edited posts as my output has grown and my readership has shrunk. The blog has always been for me more than for an audience, and I’m leaning further into that.
My mania knows no bounds: ai blogging workflow
Read moreI walk through the full evolution of my blogging workflow — from writing on a laptop in Starbucks, to dictating on a voice recorder while biking, to a Telegram-based AI pipeline that transcribes, formats, generates images, and delivers posts ready to publish with one tap.
Sydney
Read moreI’m still thinking about Sydney
Margot wants a gangbang: trust and fantasy
Read moreI reflect on a conversation with Margot about her unrealized fantasy of double penetration and a gangbang, realizing what excites me isn’t the act itself but the trust she’d place in me to keep her safe while curating such an evening — and the gratitude that might follow.
Luna’s first trip to a sex club (unearthed from june 2014!)
Read moreI wrote this 12 years ago! Luna is long gone – she’s happily, monogamously married, as far as I know.