My Dissolute Life - Husband, Father, Slut.

Corrosive, inspiring

Like any technology, porn can be used for good or for ill.

Oddly enough, I don’t write this for you, really.

A brief explanation of some of my sensitivity to rejection and abandonment.

A little paean to a Jew-Bu singer who’s been with since I first meditated.

Early masturbation fantasies.

Some of my thoughts about WHY I want the things I want.

Sometimes I manage to convince myself I’m being rejected, even when I’m getting what I want.

How I use porn to make myself feel better. (NOT how you think….)

Another among the forbidden fruits for which I currently yearn.

I used to be a Zaddy. Back before that was a thing. I long to return….