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  Paean

  September 16, 2026 · 2 min read

  I can’t find a trace of sex in how she dresses – and that itself has my full attention.

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  Paean
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  Folly continued yet again

  September 9, 2026 · 3 min read

  P emailed again, and my heart leapt again – like it always does, like an idiot.

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  Abandonment Anticipation Loss
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  Paean

  September 9, 2026 · 1 min read

  Kelly green bike shorts, a high braid, and suddenly I’m riding faster than I meant to.

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  Anticipation Desire Paean
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  I hate shopping

  September 9, 2026 · 3 min read

  I hate shopping – so I built myself a scotch price-checker and a lingerie aggregator instead.

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  AI Scotch
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  On loneliness, deadness, and connection

  September 7, 2026 · 2 min read

  I used to check my answering machine ten times a day. It was never about being important.

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  Deadness Desire Loss
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  Remembering i’m alive

  September 7, 2026 · 3 min read

  Every time a woman sends me a photo, my heart leaps – and I stop believing there’s something wrong with me.

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  Desire Narcissism Shame
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  Maxie’s summons

  September 7, 2026 · 1 min read

  You still owe me a blowjob. I’ve decided a summons suits me better than a collection notice.

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  Beauty at the gym

  September 6, 2026 · 4 min read

  I can’t take my eyes off the tiny blonde at Crunch. Every line I could open with sounds creepy — so I say nothing.

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  Desire Intimacy