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Sydney
Read moreI’m still thinking about Sydney
Margot wants a gangbang: trust and fantasy
Read moreI reflect on a conversation with Margot about her unrealized fantasy of double penetration and a gangbang, realizing what excites me isn’t the act itself but the trust she’d place in me to keep her safe while curating such an evening — and the gratitude that might follow.
Luna’s first trip to a sex club (unearthed from june 2014!)
Read moreI wrote this 12 years ago! Luna is long gone – she’s happily, monogamously married, as far as I know.
Pv
Read moreI wrote this in 2014, and just stumbled on it. Interesting, no? (We never had sex, but she still shows up in my various feeds.)
Questions i anticipate(d, years ago, but never got, because i got a slew of different ones)
Read moreI was wrong about the questions my kid would ask
Anticipation
Read moreFound poem in “The Ethical Slut”: many good ways to stay safe. Hold structure fairly.
Custody of the eyes
Read moreRethinking an old concept
Ghosting, repetition, and my pattern with women
Read moreI experience connections as deep and real, but they end not in intentional closure but in disappearance. This is my compulsive repetition of courting and failing to avoid abandonment.
