I had a great date, and then, I found myself confronting how much I fucking hate rejection and abandoment. Even as it’s not clear that either is happening.
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Surfing relationships
Being a sex blogger can be hard, but it’s rewarding, in often surprising and complicated ways.
Read moreQuick date
It was a Tinder date. I wasn’t especially optimistic, and, it turns out, I had good reason not to be especially optimistic. I really should trust my gut.
Read moreRejection
When you reject me, am I rejected? What lessons do I draw from my rejection? What is the meaning of my rejection? And is the rejection mine? Or yours?
Read moreEasy come, easy go?
In the end, Nastya made me feel unimportant. Not exactly undesired, just not prioritized, somehow disrespected. And so I ended things. Or let her end them. I’m not sure which.
Read moreRejection and abandonment
An examination of all of the sensations associated with rejected or abandoned. Or imagining I have been.
Read moreDisappointment
It seems I won’t get to consummate my fantasies with Lida. I haz a sad.
Read morePorcelain doll update
A few days ago, I found myself in a circumstance where I thought it likely I might encounter the Porcelain[…]
Read moreMore thoughts about rejection, and the porcelain doll
Last week, I wrote a (somewhat hurried, incomplete, poorly edited) post about a recent instance of my being “rejected.” It[…]
Read morePorcelain doll
Years ago, I paid her. She sucked my cock. I licked her clit. We had adventures with several other women.[…]
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